OK I was Blue.....get over it.

Sometimes when we are blue we feel we need to hide it or share it with the world. Mostly I hide it but yesterday I shared it. I feel OK with that. For anyone uncomfortable; "get over it". You try to live with a chronic illness and pain and see how you like it. Really though I do feel better and it helps to vent. I know too many people who bottle up emotions and I see how they come bursting out in negative and self destructive ways. So free yourself and feel what you feel, and express it somehow with out judgment. Blogs are great ways, but know people are watching.

I have a funny question. Do you woman of my age and older have very close veins? Otherwise known as varicose? Do they bug you? Hurt? Or are they small spider ones which simply reflect your maturity, wisdom and heritage? I had a friend once send me a flyer for a Dr. who removes them and then I read Dr.'s report stating I had them. I asked my husband and another friend and they could not even see them. So I figured it could be a vanity issue. maybe people see things if they are threatening to their own self image? maybe I just focus on what is important or... are they a real health issue? NO........Not if they are tiny, microscopic and almost un-noticeable. Like crows feet, no one notices unless it is an issue for them. Age should be celebrated. Now if you have painful, bulging veins which need to be removed for health reasons and pain; go for it. My X had them so bad he looked like those steroid guys all pumped up and it was a medical issue. Shows those age marks with pride is my motto. Hell, I still have acne so what do I have to complain about.

So I guess I am back to my practical and slightly humorous state for the moment. Next entry is the beginning of my memoirs. After losing them on computer I decided to re-write with a humorous twist. Things I felt should be secret I no longer care to hide. The gloves are off. No names mentioned but stories will be told. Mine. Let me know if you want left out. I may or may not. HEEEEEE. Just kidding. I respect peoples right to privacy and it might not be written as real but as closely based on reality.

Peace out.....Word.......Love